Believe, Achieve, Love, Breathe.

"Even Castles made of sand fall into the sea, eventually"
-Jimi Hendrix


I. You’re in my head and in my breath, my heart was the only thing big enough to store the both of us. Loving you felt like an asthma attack; loving you is a mental disease.

II. If vaccines could have prevented me from you I’d likely be an addict. You were my drug, and not the right kind - a dirty needle with a violent sting, I still feel at home when you rip apart my skin.

III. The doctors told me to “let it pass.” Just let it pass. You are the motion in my twiddling thumbs; you are my thoughts about the Universe.

IV. I’ve lost my fear of hospitals, I’ve lost my fear of love. Neither of them make sense anymore, and neither does the way you left. Every time I walk out of hospitals I know what it was like for you to walk away from me.

V. I’m letting it pass. I’m letting it pass. I’m letting you pass me in the hallways without saying hello, I’m letting you off for the mistakes you have made, I’m letting this disease run its course and trying to keep up with it on the dirt path of my veins. I’m letting you pass, but they forgot to teach me in health class how to let it go.


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"I really want to
tell you
how much
i miss you
but I know
i am no longer
in any
of your thoughts
so I’ll just keep
writing shitty poems
in hope
that one day
you’ll find your way
back to me"
please find your way back i don’t know how to do this without you /// t.f. (via delicate—souls)

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How to Be Happy

1) smile when you first wake up.
shine your pearly whites the second your eyes open, and laugh for absolutely no reason.
it will start your day on a good note, even if it takes you a little longer to get out of bed.

2) skip the coffee.
your mom was right when she said caffeine can do crazy things to you.
try something soothing like an herbal tea, it will taste just as good without making your hands shake any more than they already do.

3) try to eat three meals.
it doesn’t matter if its as big as a turkey dinner or as small as a piece of fruit,
it’s just important to make sure something substantial is in your stomach so you don’t pass out.
remember that your body is a temple and it deserves to be taken care of.

4) think positively.
focus on the good things in your life, rather than dwelling on all the negatives.
don’t think about the looks that girl gave you when you walked into school,
instead think of how you ignored her and sashayed your way into first period.
look on the bright side of everything.

5) thank yourself.
remember that you woke up this morning, so that in and of itself is an amazing accomplishment.
you are here today, and although you are weeping and sad,
you deserve a gold medal to have survived this long.
be proud that you will make it to feel the suns warmth radiate throughout the cold winter.

6) talk to everyone around you.
you have a right to say whatever is on your mind in this world,
so use your voice to compliment that girl’s outfit you love,
and hear her to talk about her favorite pair of shoes that no longer fit.
everyone has a story to tell, so stick around a few more minutes to hear it.

7) keep the sass to a minimum.
just because you are having a horrible day, doesn’t mean you have the right to be rude to everyone around you.
if you were happening to have a good day, you wouldn’t want someone to upset you for no good reason.
karma is alive and well, so respect all and you will be respected as well.

8) shower every day.
it does not matter whether you have done nothing but watch netflix all day, or rolled around in the mud like a pig, you must clean yourself properly.
it isn’t just hygienic, it will also give you a chance to clear your mind and reflect on your day.

9) stick to a sleeping schedule.
the amount of hours you sleep will make a huge impact on your emotional and physical stability, so plan to end your day early.
skip the late night study session, because your health is more important than that one grade will ever be.

10) repeat tips 1-9.
it may take a while, but you will eventually be able to throw up that smile, and it will no longer be fake.
there will always days where you will feel far from your goal of happiness, but stay strong and think positively, and you will come out gleaming and victorious.

the dark cloud over your head will eventually fade away and leave a rainbow in its wake (via keepingskinnylove)

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"I love you, and that doesn’t describe my feelings very well, so I’ll try to elaborate, I want to paint constellations with your name, and plant trees that grow your favorite fruit, I want to dance with you, I want to twirl you around and catch you when you fall, I want to sleep with you, not sexually, but besides you, where I can hear your heart beat, and feel the sleepy touch of your skin, where I can wake up and be greeted with your kiss, I want to fight off your nightmares, and give you happiness, I want to shoot rainbows and stars across the sky that will guide you home, to me, I want my arms to be what you call home, I want to get lost in your eyes, and whisper beautiful words that don’t make sense into your lips, I want to hold your hands, I want to write poems for you that actually make sense, unlike this one, and every other one I’ve tried to write for you, I want you to understand my heartbeat, just like I want to understand yours, unshaken, and unwavering, I want to be yours, I want to see your face, and see what you look like in the rain, I want to arrive at your house at midnight unexpectedly, without it being weird, I want to take all your sadness, and all your pain and I want to rip it apart, I want to push you up against the wall, in the most innocent way, so that there’s no air stopping me from getting closer to you, so maybe I can get close enough to see who you really are, I want to give you my fragile heart, I want to stitch up your seams, I want to love you. I want you to understand that, and I want the world to know that, maybe this doesn’t make sense, but it would if you saw you the way I do, and I know this all sounds so very selfish, but I guess I’m a selfish person, and I do love you"
// I really do (via myink-isblood)

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Female Robbery | The Neighbourhood 

I think I found hell, I think I found something,
I think I found something in my TV screen.“ 

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The Nightmare Before Christmas (1993)